A Whistleblower's Courage

Shahira Amin '78 recounts her experience resigning from state television to be on the side of the people


Photographed by Ahmad El-Nemr

Truth and objectivity are paramount for journalists to maintain their integrity. For Shahira Amin '78, former Nile TV deputy chief who has been working in the media field for more than 30 years, quitting her post on state TV during the revolution was a matter of conscience.

"Throughout my years on state TV," Amin said, "I never felt restricted on my talk shows and frequently hosted analysts with anti-government views, but this was the first time I felt that I was jeopardizing my integrity as a journalist, as well as betraying the young activists who were putting their lives on the line for the freedom of this country. I didn't want to spread the propaganda of the regime, even by hosting guests who relayed such messages. Press releases that we had to read out stated that the Muslim Brotherhood and foreign agents were behind the revolution, but what I saw with my own eyes in Tahrir was an all-inclusive people movement, educated AUCians alongside the working class, families in their entirety fighting for what they believed in. However, there was immense fear of not sticking to these press releases." The breaking point for Amin was on Wednesday, February 2, when people on camels and horses raided Tahrir Square and attacked the protestors. "I was watching Al Arabiya and was horrified to see camels and horses storming through the crowd," Amin recalled. "When we went on air, we weren't allowed to say anything about that. I felt that the martyrs' blood would be on my hands if I stayed. I went home feeling awful."

On her way to work the next day, Amin had made her decision. "I sent an SMS to my boss saying: I'm not coming; I'm staying in Tahrir. I'm on the people's side, not the regime."

Describing the elation in Tahrir when Mubarak stepped down, Amin noted, "The spirit was unprecedented. We were all like friends talking to each other, jeans alongside the niqab. For years, the sense of patriotism was lacking, especially among youth who largely wanted to travel abroad because they had no hope in the future. What I saw that night was hope, optimism, liberation, not being afraid to speak our minds –– all this was new to us!" But, like many other Egyptians, Amin still hopes for more, particularly with the restructuring of the media. "State TV has to be the voice of the people," she said. "The newsgathering process needs to be reorganized so that reporters go out to find the story rather than wait for press releases to be given to them. There have to be clear recruitment policies that are up to international standards. No more wasta. Journalists need to be given proper training so that they don't write things that people didn't say in order to sensationalize the news. There has to be a holistic re-assessment and re-evaluation of the media."

Amin has returned to Nile TV to host her weekly program, In the Hot Seat, through which she recently conducted an interview with U.S. Secretary of State Hillary Clinton during her trip to Cairo. "The reason I've decided to return is my conviction that you can push for reforms better as an insider," she said. "I know that the road ahead is long and difficult, but I see light at the end of a very long tunnel. We're not out in the light yet, but we'll surely get there.

By Dalia Al Nimr